xx1
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Afterglow - Inxs
Topic: <3
" Here I am, lost in the light of the moon, that comes through my window, bathed in blue the walls of my memory divides the thorns from the roses, its you and the roses. Touch me and I will follow, in your afterglow, heal me from all this sorrow, as I let you go, I will find my way when I see your eyes, now im living, in your afterglow. "
-- The most beautiful song you will ever hear, guaranteed.

So this is the start of something new. Addicted to Sex and The City, I thought that the lives of my friends and I could be put into words. Basically my drama is with this guy, of course. We were together and I left him for a stupid reason, long story short, he reveals he still has feelings for me, and just recently left his girlfriend of 3ish months.

My best friend is in love with our friend, whom is with another girl. He also knows she cares for him.

My other best friend, has a relationship at the moment, very lovey dovey type, you know, the gag me thing.

Lots of drama intertwines with this.

To jump right into this, this guy whom we will refer to as Ex is now very flirty with me.. we both have told each other we still like each other very much. It is horrible for me, he is so flirtatious and stuff, but I am still not 100% sure that he will stay broken up with effface exgf of his. Her friends and my friends are in different groups. He usually hangs out with my friends whenever he was not with her.. but tonight, he went out to supper with that group.. AND HER.. then went to a party. Like what the hell man, way to get over her.

As well, since they acutally broke up, he hasn't talked to me about his feelings for me, which he used to do when they were together. It confuses me so much, I mean... should I wait around, or just give up.

Then there is this other guy... my hook up. We hooked up once, but are just really good friends otherwise. But eff, he is amazing to be around.

Should we wait around and let things happen? Or should we take charge and make them happen for ourselves?

If we wait around, things may not happen! But if we take charge, we might come on too strong, or screw things up royaly. So I've decided, I may to a little of both. I might hint around and flirt, but you know, not go right ahead and be like.. " OH MY GOD I WANT YOU SO BADLY" hahah.. naw not at all.

Annapolis tonight, it was good. James Franco is WOW.

Well, I believe I should try and get some shut eye.


xoxBeexox